Saturday, March 14, 2009
blogg-ed at 10:57 pm
It's just not my day. Friday the 13 is one day late.
I happily volunteered to drive daddy to the airport. As usual, daddy is impatient and kept asking me to drive faster. Few things happened.
First, I did a sudden brake at the traffic light. Secondly, I nearly got into an
accident. Daddy asked me to speed up as I was going up a super curvy road. As I was unfamiliar with the roads at the airport, thus I drove slowly. Instead, my dad asked me to speed up, which I did. Up the slope, I almost got into an accident. I didn't expect the curve up slope to be that sharp. Luckily, I manage to step on the brake in time and turn over. I got a shock of my life.
HATE IT!After which, I told him
"Don't direct me. I can do it." For once, I feel that I should have done it myself. I should have trust my own judgements. Sometimes I really don't understand. They doubt my ability to drive to the extent that
I felt as though I can't drive. I don't feel confident driving on the road. Daddy allow me to drive but he always want me to listen to his command, to speed up and after which blame that I don't know how to use the brake. I hate his impatience. I really don't understand. On the other hand,
Mummy is afraid of sitting next to me to watch me drive.
HATE IT!I HATE THIS FEELING. Don't doubt my abilities. I am still learning, I need a chance to learn and learn from my mistakes.
After fetching daddy to airport, Mummy decided to bring us prawning. I failed to catch 3 prawns which "ran" away, as I didn't have the right techniques and I didn't pull up in time.
I admit. But Mummy doubt my ability once and again.
Anyway until she get a chance to prawn. She failed to catch them up as well. But this time, she says
"Haiya... I should have pull it slowly..." Blah blah blah... Seems like
I must be perfect at everything. No chance of learning. HATE IT!We caught about 20plus prawns with 2 rods ((: But I got no idea why our net sinked and freed the 10 BIG prawns.
I still feel sore about it. Got a feeling someone let them off. Stupid~
Also, I hate that she leave me out for Fish Spa. I hate that I got millions of mosquito bites on my leg.
I hate everything.
It's just ME. It's just today. I hope tomorrow will be a better day.